I was not sure if I was going to share what happen this past Saturday but I figured it would only be my pride that I was protecting if I did not. Saturday morning I was discing with a couple of our geldings with plans for a full day including getting my sweet new-to-me mule out for some light work. The 2 that I was working were being very forward and a little unorganized but they had not worked for a week and it is these 2 that I would anticipate this type of behavior. I just needed to keep my cool and let them work through it. We would make a pass and stop to take a breather, often I would get off and give them a scratch on the head and talk nice to them -- this was not new to them, I often will go up and talk nice to them while letting them rest.
I stopped and gave them a scratch and what I think happen was the near horse turned his head, saw the harrow move and he bolted. It happen so fast I couldn't get out of the way and he took me right off my feet. The next thing I knew is I was under the team and the gelding stepped on my chest on the way over me, thank heavens the disc missed me. I ended up in the ER but in short I am a VERY VERY lucky man, The trauma doctor said if that foot fell anywhere else on my chest I would not have been so lucky . A cracked sternum and a lot of torn muscles was all I got. I sweat when I go over this in my head and how many ways this could have gone bad for me, but mostly how this could have gone bad for my family.
This is the real reason I am posting, not for support but to remind folks that with all our dreams and goals of a self sufficient farm, or other, getting complacent about safety can really set you back. I have a picture in my mind of what I would like our farm to be like but I almost forgot it is not all or nothing. Because of my need to stick to the plan and not remembering what it is all about (read family) I set myself up for this to happen. I routinely would break safety rules because at the time I didn't think they were that important. after all I had been doing it this way for years and I knew my horse. I easily accept that this was my fault. am not beating myself up about this, and I certainly do not blame the horse. What bothers me the most is that I put my poor wife and kids though this.
For their sake i recognize I got a second chance and I personally will be making some adjustments in how I manage our horses. We will most definitively still be using horses but only when the work can be done safely and those horses that we keep will have a mild temperament.
I am back to light chores and look like a hunched old man walking around but I am happily taking my licks and look forward to how my FAMILIES farm will look in the years to come.
Billy